A year and 4 months is a lot of life to invest when you're 22, but you've still got a lot of life ahead of you. You obviously cared deeply for her, but see how you feel in a week. You may find the blinkers will fall off and suddenly you'll be seeing other opportunities that you never knew were there.
Look to the future, knowing that whatever it holds it will be different to the pain of now.
Above all, don't try to find fault in yourself. Accept that this is her choice, made for her reasons, which may not have anything to do with you.
You have all the time you need. Take it, be good to yourself and use this as a chance to find the best of who you can be.
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