Re: Depression, Anxiety
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Deeeeep breath!
I'm struggling. It's the same every year in the lead up to Christmas. I hate the build up, I hate the pressure for Christmas to be perfect, I hate the fuss, I hate Christmas! When people wish me a happy Christmas I recoil. Like many, there has been far to much crap going on for there be a reason to happy. I have people in my life that are sucking the life out of me, using me as a scapegoat, taking advantage of my nature.
All I wan't to do is hide. And when I'm not hiding, I find myself getting more and more angry at everything and everybody.
Sorry for the sob story. My posts on FF are usually of the positive kind, so it has taken a bit of courage for me to type this and put into the open.
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